Reflections

It is in darkness that we find light,
In fear, we find courage,
In the depth of losing oneself,
We can find our true self.
The path is unknown,
But it always leads home.
The hurt is the nutrient of happiness,
Because we are everything in one.
The eternal cycle is never ending,
Where there is death, life is born,
Where there is hate, love will bloom,
From the dawn to the dusk,
The emptiness fills the space,
Stay centered to feel the connection,
As the beating heart may fall apart,
From end to start the circle is unbroken.

Always in our hearts...

Today is a day to remember....I wrote these words before you left our side because I wanted you to hear them before you passed on, I read them at your funeral and a year on I now share them with the world.... I still feel you are near and think of you every day..... Beautiful Barbara...

To me you are an Angel….

Thank you for all you are and ever have been. I am grateful to have had the chance to be your “peque”!

You have been a mother to many, especially to cute blonde freckly gwirls!!

Your home is and always has been open to everyone, you catered and cared for more than your share and have touched so many life’s with your generosity and beauty.

You have been an extremely inspirational person in my life. You are the true example of courage, perseverance and strength.

You have always opened your heart and soul to the world and all of its wonderful creatures, and even though life has made far too many obstacles for you to clear, you have always found a reason to smile and carry on. Your battle has been a constant for too long and we all respect your decisions and courage to say enough is enough.

A battle far too big for one to win, but you have fought like no one else could I am sure.

This is your time and choice to release, let go and free yourself from pharmaceutical commitment and constant hospital visits.

Your spirit is so strong that it will eternally live on through all those who you have touched, humans and animals alike!

You taught us to bake amazing cakes, to sing and dance with no fear or regret, to be gentle and kind with every single life form, to ride horses like the wind, to cherish and be grateful to those who share our life’s and you taught us to love life after all...

I will be always happy and eternally grateful for everything you shared with me and with all those who touched your life.
Every moment that we lived together will stay in my mind and heart for all the days to come, I will carry on with courage on the journey of life making sure it’s filled with plenty of great adventures, just as you would like it to be.

Beautiful Barbara, have no fear, we are by your side and always near. You are strong like the most beautiful horse I have ever looked upon, Frissona, she is your soul mate in the animal kingdom.

You have gifted life with happiness, love and joy. You have always had time to talk, to cuddle and to teach us an important valuable lesson each and every day.

I feel blessed to have found you back in 1987, thanks to Ami I came in to the Napier world…you all helped make my childhood seem like a dream come true, filled with princess’s, castles, music, animals, playgrounds and the best pool parties Mojacar has ever seen!

I have written this just to let you know how much you mean to me and how much I love you so….

Entre amigas...

Entre brochas y lamparas, entre lagrimas y risas, entre bestias y bichos, entre velas y humo, entre tu y yo lo único que hay es nada más que la piel que separa nuestras almas, la harmonia física es la melodia de nuestro baile interno, eterno, verdadero... 

Find the answer inside

When I reach my lowest, I find my high.
I dissolve in to a messy muddle and literally melt in to Mother Nature to re-join, rejoice and regain the essence of my true nature.
As I lose myself, I disconnect, I disappear and empty my physical being of all attachments and worries. 
My mind cannot influence my state, it has nothing to hold on to, nothing to attack or attract.
A part of me dies, only to be able to give birth to a new consciousness.
It is now that the quietness and peace finds the wealthy well of selflessness, the inner noise is silent. The mind has been tamed, named and placed aside for only to be called upon when I wish.
Only now when I become, when I become nothing, when `I´ has gone, the path seems clear, clean, complete, my ends seem to meet in an endless circle of duality.
For there is only peace when war exists, only light when dark appears, only one is none, what is here has gone, for my truth is within.
Nothing is everything and one can only fill, what once was empty.

I am, we are, all part of the same picture...

For what am I but fragments of a bigger picture,

Without one we are none,

With love and light we shine bright,

We are beauty in the eyes of the starlight.

Colours create the pallet,

Energy reforms the magic,

Souls divide, collide,

Remember why we are alive.

Time is our telling,

Pain is our dwelling,

Release and let go,

For it is time to show.

The mind mingles,

The tide tingles,

For the feeling inside,

You can never hide.

Separate yet together,

Webbed we are forever,

Shifting shapes, illustrate,

For we are all soul mates.

Time is our telling,

Pain is our dwelling,

Release and let go,

For it is time to show.

Earth day inspiration, My Ode to Mother Earth....

Earth day inspiration,

My Ode to Mother Earth....

We kiss the sky

While the world dies,

We raise our hands

But litter our land.

We speak of freedom,

But we kill and eat them,

We value our “things”,

but we've lost our wings.

We are chained to coins,

Our hands no longer join.

Dear brother don’t let me go blind,

For I have seen,

For I have been.

The world is not mine,

I am hers, I am hers.

We kill the trees,

Pollute the seas.

Neglect the bees,

who are we.

We are one,

Together strong,

Here one day,

The next we’re gone.

Each must take time,

To heal and be kind,

To respect and remind,

Waken and unwind,

The Earth is our mother,

Our sister and our brother,

Our home and our nest,

Tis where we lay to rest.

Dear brother don’t let me go blind,

For I have seen,

For I have been.

The world is not mine,

I am hers, I am hers.

Without our roots,

We cannot grow,

Without soil,

Life will not show.

Without every doubt,

Without every fear,

Light needs dark,

Love is here.

La belleza

Todos sois una razón para sonreir, haceis que la felicidad rebose de mi corazón y estalle en belleza natural....Todos sois bellos de mil maneras incalculables, pero sinceramente la belleza mas profunda y real es la que nace en el interior.... Amor incondicional hacia uno mismo rebota y se expande hacia todas las direcciones.... Regala sonrisas y recibe a cambio una chispa de la belleza y gratitud del receptor de tu regalo sincero

Confía...

A veces no entendemos por que pasan las cosas que nos pasan, directamente o indirectamente.... pero lo único que puedo decir para ayudar a curar las heridas abiertas y doloridas es, confía, confía en ti mismo, en tu decisión, en tu corazón, en el destino y en que todo está tal y como tiene que ser, ahora, quizá no entendemos la razón de las cosas que suceden, pero algún día encontraremos la tranquilidad de saber que todo sigue su camino, con desvíos y baches incluidos, es el trayecto que, en esta vida, nos toca recorrer.... Confía, ama y agradece cada día al amanecer

....mi filosofía es: Vive, Ama, Ríe y Aprende.....

Parallel Dream World

              
"The Royal Road to the Unconscious"

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real you even doubt yourself about if it really was real??

This is not unusual and if you come to think of it, why not? Maybe you had an outer body experience; you really could have been there in another dimension! Because what really happens when we sleep? Where is our spirit-soul-energy??

If we are capable of creating our future every second of every day, which we are, then what about the precious time that we spend asleep? Do we dream what we want or is it a creation related to information stored in our unconscious mind? How can we have strong feelings of joy, fear or even orgasm just from imagination...? There could be a ``sleep dimension´´ a cool place where we can go and hang out with friends, family or complete strangers and have these experiences. Lucid dreamers are capable of achieving goals and emotions in dreams, even travelling to visit people and these being aware of their presence but think nothing much of it, as it was ``just a dream´´!






Think just how much time we spend in this parallel world of dreams, half our life! Why wouldn’t this state be important and influential as well educational for our spiritual growth just as life itself!

Did you see Inception? I had a really weird feeling as soon as I sat down in the cinema and the film started (before even knowing what it was about, I love going to the cinema without any idea of what I am going to watch!) I had dreamt about that film, I had even dreamt of making a film about it!!! Like a deja-vu sensation but in a dream?! Another strange and intangible and unexplainable concept that is, Deja-vu! I love it when just before a real life scene is about to take place, and as it happens I know who is going to say what and when, with every tiny little detail, but the best thing about it as I am aware and conscious of it and sit back and watch it unfold just as I had dreamt or preconceived it!


In the Greek and Roman periods, people believed that dreams were direct messages from the gods, or from the dead and that they predicted the future.

Tell me what weird and wonderful dreams have had impact on your view of life and dream state.....